Romantic Sides

I found this video in his phone.
This was unfinished video actually, but I liked it. It sounds more natural than video which you had given to me :D
I love you too dear :D

My 21st Birthday

That was December 25, 2012. The day was my birthday.

My phone vibrated and I awaken from asleep.The hands of clock pointed in same number, twelve. I checked my phone which showed one message notification and attracted me to open it immediately.

Emm, some sweet words made me smile, but that’s not a thing that I wanted, honestly. I just wanna be cared about not just got a text, but calling. I wanna hear his voice directly, like the way you did the previous years before. I tried to be patient and relaxed, willy-nilly it’s hard for me against my bad mood. And finally I tik-tok my phone and replied his message briefly. Instead, he called and asked me why. Ha? You still asked me why, dude…

Wait…maybe I was too copious towards you. Actually, I had to be more respectful and thanked to you, because of you still remembered that date, and still became the first who gives me birthday blessings.

Dawn came followed by morning, I tried to be a good girl by diminishing my bad temperament (upset not clear, read : nesu gak jelas)…haha xD

I realized that you were exhausted because of you just had climbed the mountain on the previous day before. Yet I tried to be patient, maybe that day would be my annoying birthday ever. Maybe you wouldn’t come here and do some sweet things together with me. It turned out that my feeling’s true, when you said that you were such tired, you decided to stay and wouldn’t come in my house.

Fortunately, I had asked my friends to come in my house the day before, so it could reduce my disillusion a little bit. Do you know what happen then? God always and still loves me.

And wow!! I never expect more like that. Afterwards, my friends came and I saw my boy with them, while he was bringing a birthday cake with a two candles on it showed 21. Suddenly, I hugged my friend and cried happily. I can’t describe how happy I am in that day. Crying in happiness, blowing my 21 candles, dividing the cakes into so many pieces (haha), get some unique birthday presents, wheaten in my body entirely, take photos with silly faces, getting a barbeque party, getting back the high school spirit together (uyee!!), and there were still a lot of unforgettable things which can’t be told to express how beautiful that day!!

Thanks God for everything that You always gives to me, I don’t know how to count on the blessings whose I got in my life. I love You so much and more.

In this age, I swear I will never complain and try to always be grateful with everything that you will give to me, even the worst one. I love you mom, daddy, my family, my beloved boy, and my besties. I can’t imagine how horrible my world without you all…